Still alive

I knew I was not going to be an everyday blogger :) I told you so...

Well, nothing "new " has happened, it has just been the same routine as every day.

Something new it could be that I have started to walk outside, I am not at all a work out type, I am more the " couch potato " woman...so I am quite proud for myself... I am doing it for my health, my heart and if it helps me to go down a bit of weight, then great!

My children are healthy, thanks God.

Life with Mr. M ( my hubby ) goes up and down...we seem to find each others fails and always argue about it...instead of focusing of the good. Well, I guess we are not the only one couple who goes through those moments, right?

The day that I am coming to Helsinki with my mom is getting near and near and it gets me at the same time excited but worried... I think about my small boys, if they will miss me too much... I am not worried about Mr.M ... maybe one of his dreams will come true...to be a few days without a "damn bitch " who only complains.

I'm also worried about how our home will be when I come back...I mean how dirty, how messy will be. Will I find a huuge pile with unwashed dishes and clothes...sticky floor... arghhh...did I mention that I vacuum our floor everyday? I can not see pieces, hairs, dirt and sand on the floors...specially under our beds.

So pleeease!  I want to have a nice and clean house when I come back....maybe Mr. M will apreciate a bit more everything I do at home? I hope so!

Well, tomorrow I'll go to the "mom & child" group that's organized by the municipality...hopefully It won't be a terrible weather as they have promised a hard storm.

Take care!

Acne medication follow up

The stinging on my skin has gone, there is just some peeling, and still get some breakouts.

I'm continuing to apply Differin 0,3 mg every evening.

Hopefully it will help.

About my PCOS, after being "mens-free " for three months - thanks to my 14 day  Terolut pill intake - I got my period. So I'm hoping to start having regular periods after this.

Post Surprise!

It's exciting to open a package on the mail with your name on it, even more exciting when you dont know anything about it, no sender name anything!

Then you opened it and it was a gift you won in those thousands of contests, surveys there is on the net.

So this is my first winning this year:

Two beautiful pair of earrings!

This year was not " so good " in winning contests, last year was even better, I won:

- a full box with American candies, chocolates ( American food store in Finland )

- a new pair of Ecco Biom snickers shoes ( Ecco facebook page )

- a Mauri Kunas set with bath and handtowel, a bedding set ( contest from Hesburger )

So, if you have the chance and time to enter your details for a contest on the internet, do it!

You might get a surprise on the mail!

Chanel dreaming...

First of all...I don't want to be judged... I am me, you are you...everyone is different. 

I don't want to hear, but what a cold person just thinks on bags, while there is more important things in life.  Yeah yeah I know!  I know and I am thankful to have healthy children, I am thankful of having a bed to sleep, food to eat, clothes to keep me warm. I am not saying I am not thankful... but a dream is a dream, it might become reality or not but let me dream!

So any of you my friends, readers...do you have a "material " dream? 

 - I know some men might dream of having a Ferrari...

 - I gotta a friend who dreams about having an Hermes bag.

 - I know some dream about winning the lottery.

My dream is to have a Chanel bag, I don't know why but I love it. Somehow being French makes it so classy and exquisite, classic and timeless.

What are you dreaming about?

My dream bag, Chanel flapbag in caviar leather with golden hardware!

Helsinki tourist

After living here for over 5 years! I will now be able to visit and sightsee Helsinki for the first time!

I will be a real tourist :D visit museums, main streets, port, etc. I already have a written list of the places I'll go... I'll take lots of pictures.

It will be a exciting experience for me and my mother, she is also living here for a few months now and we haven't been able to have a mom/daughter quality time together like we used to have when I was in Peru.

So, I am counting the days!!! ...However...

This will be the first time in 5 years as well to be a whole 4 days without my children!

Part of me thinks it will be sooo cool to be children free! But at the same time I guess I will cry every night because I miss them so much. 

:/  so bitter and sweet...

On the other hand, I haven't had a time for myself since i became a mother. And I do deserve it! 

:/ but again...comes the mommy guilty feelings... how can I leave my children for a whole weekend?...

But then again... ohhhh...how much I am going to enjoy just to do things between adults, eating without having to feed, clean mouths,  going to the toilet without checking on diapers... going to shop or do window shopping for hours without worrying that one of my small ones went and ran away to the elevators or electric stairs...

Oh well... I'll have a good time and I will do miss my little naughty boys so much, bit this will do good to mamma and to them ( including the dad ) to realize how it is to be in charge of the children, house, etc. And to learn to appreciate everything the mother does at home. 

I am just a bit worried and hopefully I will come back to a nice, clean and tidy house :)  

I am having some flashs...vision...images...in my head... I see dishes every everywhere...food on the floor, pieces of bread, clothes and towels on the bed, toys all over the place, balls of dust under the bed, pieces of s...t on the toilet... :D 100 kilos of sand on the entry hall, food rests on the living room table, popcorn and chocolate pieces on the carpet...

Arghhhh... Am I ready to all of this???

I have cleaning OCD

Mom: No Dad: Yes

That is one of the things that get nerves and liver explode, when one parent says Yes and the other No or viceversa.

If one of our children have not eaten, I said, well, you'll have to wait until tomorrow to get food again, you will have to learn to learn to feel "hungry" so next time you will eat everything.  Dad comes, and he agrees, you won't get anything else because you have not eaten!

Later on, my children get something to eat in spite of what we agreed.

What are they going to learn next time? That mommy and daddy's word aren't serious.

Mom ends up looking like a mean fool mother, and dad, like a fool that doesn't stick to his promises either.

Parenting would be much easier if...

Why Good Cop/Bad Cop Parenting Harms Kids?

http://moms.popsugar.com/Why-Good-CopBad-Cop-Parenting-Harms-Kids-27330964

Christmas is coming and so is the despair...

wise words :D

It's almost 2 months before christmas! Can you believe it? I can't. This year has been so busy with work that I haven't been able to even look at the calendar.

My older son will turn 5 on New Years Eve. 5 years! I was only 23 when I was pregnant with him, I was young, almost a teenager :D now I feel old, momly old, I feel like almost turning 40!

Mmmm...but then when I think about it real good... my pregnancy timing could not have been better! I'm only 29 with two children...young hot & sexy mom ( forget the two last adjectives, just trying to get my self-esteem a bit higher :D ) ...

Why am I talking all this stuff when I was supposed to write about shopping and christmas presents?

Hormones talking... :D yeah it might be them :D now talking about Hormones...I got my period today...finally a period after being three months "blood-free"
Why? You wonder...It's because the PCO syndrome I have. What is it? ---> Google it!

It is just too long to write about it... I am just one of the lucky ones (not)  to have it.

So, after three months of the period to be gone...now It is back thanks to the 14 day hormone cure I had to take.

I hope that my period will get regular now. So I can feel somehow " healthy "

According to my doctor, the maximum time to be period free is three months, after that one has to be checked out to see if everything with your body is fine.

So girls, watch out!

So yeah, christmas presents...my wishlist is waaaaay out of reach :D it would be like if my husband would wish for a Ferrari car...so...back to reality...

Non-material wishlist:

- HEALTH HEALTH & HEALTH
- Love, happiness
- Healthy happy children
- Madly in love wild sex marriage :D

Material wishlist:

- Louis Vuitton Neverfull GM in monogram pattern bag, I really need a long lasting durable bag to carry my and my childrens stuff.
- Louis Vuitton Eva Clutch, a small bag to carry my wallet and telephone
- Mulberry Lily medium in grainy black leather, a bag that I will use to better ocassions, like a date with hubby.
- Mulberry Tamara scarf in pink, winter is coming I need to cover my neck! :P
- Chanel N.5 Edt or Edp, because I need to smell good
- Leather jacket
- Burberry trench coat because I like it and because I don't have a trenchcoat.
If my husband is reading this...I am afraid he got a pink-eye infection :D sorry honey but I like nice, good material, long lasting things. :)

Gotta go now I am soo hungry right now that I will make myself explode with water :D

Rocoto chili

Finally the rocoto chilies I rescued from its frozen plant are ready!

I put them on a dark place covered by a black plastic bag...and they turned red! Now I got chili for the winter, can't wait to make ceviche with rocoto...mmmmmm...

Getting hungry again:/

Here are my beloved ones:

Acne treatment

As I said in my previous post, I decided not to take Isotretinol to cure my acne.
So I started two days ago with a cream that I'll apply on my face on the evenings.

Today is the second day and I can see some drying out and peeling off.

So I can't wait to see some results.

Home Interior design by me

I am not any interior designer whatsoever...real interior designers may laugh at my style but I wouldnt care less...

I love every single piece!.

I love to mix old and new furniture
I love country side style
I love stars
I love neutral colors

In these pictures you can find a few details of my style :

Little builders

No need to have lego or cars...just a few broken tiles and they have so much fun!

Autumn shopping

For a while ago I've been debating on getting high heeled boots for the autumn/winter.
I found a pair from Vagabond, model named " Varlyn " but Unfortunately the model was sold out everywhere!  Its price put me down a bit ( 99 euros ) not a fan to spend that much on a pair of shoes ( specially after getting many pairs of new real leather shoes for under 50 euros... so I kept looking...

Checked at Zalando.fi ( I check that page almost every day :D ) and found a pair that I liked.

- Real leather
-Zipper on the side
-High heel maybe 9 cm?
- Platform sole

Price was 69,95..but if your order is above 50 euros you get a 10% off... not much but still a discount.

So I got them today, tried them on, despite the high heel, it was super comfortable!

I recommend Zalando.fi, free delivery and return!

Here is a pic of my newbies...also a scarf that I got last time, Burberry inspired, much 100 times cheaper! :)

Pollo a la Brasa / Peruvian style grilled chicken /Bras kyckling

One of the most eaten dishes in Peru after ceviche ( fish marinated in lemon juice ) is Pollo a la brasa.

Pollo a la brasa restaurants in Lima you find at every corner almost.

It's simple but delicious!

There is no way to compare this grilled chicken with the one that you buy at the supermarkets here in Finland.  Every time I get chicken, I wash away all the orange marinate...and make my own.

No well...no more words, here it is the recipe:

- 2 whole chickens ( I always buy the one frozen with white Plastic bag )
- 500 gr ( 1/2 kilo salt )
-8 teskedar svart öl
-3 teskedar vinager
-2 teskedar kumin/cumin
-3 teskedar black pepper
-lite paprika to give a little of color
-rosmarin

Get a big bowl with water and add the salt...mix it until salt is gone...add the whole chickens under the salty water for 30 minutes. Meanwhile you prepare the marinade.

Mix all the rest of ingredients...take away the chickens from the salty water and add this marinade, put some inside the chicken and on top, under the skin...USE YOUR HANDS! Marinade all over!

Put the chickens on an oven plate, for 180 C degrees... for about 2 hours...then when it is ready...put the oven fan ( grill mode ) so the skin turns crunchy.

Voila!

We eat the pollo a la brasa with french fries, chili sauce and sallad.

Delicious!

Decision taken...

After so much thinking and after reading the very dangerous side effects of Isotetrinol ( Accutane ) I have decided not to risk my health and won't be taking this cure for my acne.

I asked the doctor for another option, I got today a  topic cream that I will apply on my affected parts every night. I read also the side effects: cracking, redness, dry skin, itching, stigning... I will have to deal with those but at least this cream's side effects are not going to destroy my liver or intestines.

Hopefully this cream will help me, Im tired of my inflamated red chin  with many white spots...arghhh...but in the end...it's just acne...there are many more accute sicknesses...and I should be thankful...yes...Linda....thankful!

However, I am not going to deny that acne attacks not only your outside but your inside...your self-esteem...your mood.. and even lead to depression...

Well...I'll write about if the cream is working or not. I am not yet willing to put a picture...it's just too embarrasing :( sorry!

Maybe there will be some "before and after" pictures...

See you later...coming up next: recipe time!